Questions about God and and My beliefs

Did I see God, no, but I felt Him and stood wrapped up by His Light. He did not speak as we speak to each other but rather the words are felt rather than heard. Warm and with kind, compassionate authority. I have been reading lately on who is God of the Bible, and I a have been shocked. I have however found maybe the reason I didn't see God. Look at verse 8, I was not and still am not pure at heart. 

Matthew 5

 ¹And seeing the multitudes, he went up into a mountain: and when he was set, his disciples came unto him:
 ²And he opened his mouth, and taught them, saying,
 ³Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
 ⁴Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.
 ⁵Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth.
 ⁶Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled.
 ⁷Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy.
 ⁸Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God.
 ⁹Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God.
 ¹⁰Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness' sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
 ¹¹Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake.
 ¹²Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you.